Lyric discussion by Fallen Leaves 

Cover art for Alive Again lyrics by Marianas Trench

I don't think Josh is gay, I hear he has a girlfriend. I mean, and I hope he's not gay, either!

I think it's about being emotionally scarred, and just trying to go along with life, pretend everything's okay and you're still happy, hence, "alive again."

And I thought it said, "I never liked you anyway." Not 'him'. Or if it indeed does say him, then perhaps its from a girl's perspective.