this seems like she's the other woman, hooking up with a married man or a man in a serious relationship. she knows it's wrong, she wants to go, but she wants to stay. she can't change how she feels about him even though it's wrong. this moment is all she's got...like when he can get away from the other relationship... and she wants what he's got...maybe marriage, family, etc. and she's tried to walk away but keeps coming back and she knows she will loose who she is if she continues becuase she doesn't see herself and who she is as a person who would do something like this. she's loosing respect for herself.
this seems like she's the other woman, hooking up with a married man or a man in a serious relationship. she knows it's wrong, she wants to go, but she wants to stay. she can't change how she feels about him even though it's wrong. this moment is all she's got...like when he can get away from the other relationship... and she wants what he's got...maybe marriage, family, etc. and she's tried to walk away but keeps coming back and she knows she will loose who she is if she continues becuase she doesn't see herself and who she is as a person who would do something like this. she's loosing respect for herself.