Thoughts In Reverse

It sounds almost like.. He has no faith in himself, yet normally he can hide his own hate for himself..

I feel it taking over everything inside of me And Im losing control [ he can feel his hate creeping up on him and he cant hide it anymore ]

Weakness in my chest My heart stops beating [he is too weak to fight for himself and wishes no longer to live..]

Flat lined and I'm inbetween [ he died, flat line get it? and hes in between, life and death ]

this is my struggle this is emptiness [nothing more to live for, its what hes struggling against ]

closer and closer again I feel it happening [ he feels himself dying]

holding fast to the hands of grace I know youre stronger inside stronger than me

[ he looks to someone for help.. ]

hope walks backwards My thoughts in reverse

[ he isnt thinking the way he should be, or fighting for himself.. hes just waiting for his hope to come.. ]

Scream for me, ill hear your voice my heart knows no other

[ only hearing that certain voice will save him, give him a reason to live ]

cooool song =] and thats just what i think it means