this song hits me close to home, right now.. i hope he can someday forgive me.. he's so amazing in every little way. his arms were my home of the strongest stone. but even the strongest stone, when knicked in the wrong place.. can shatter a thousand pieces, and one big lovable heart. and to me, he was perfect in every way. i just want him to know most of all, he is strong. unfathomably strong. no matter anybody says. i loved him so much, i got scared.. my insecurities from my past relationship got passed into our own.. it's not what i want.. that's never what i wanted at all. i never meant to take those things out on you.. we were a team. we were supposed to tackle these things together. i regret that sometimes i forgot.. that you are the one on my side.. you saved me in the first place. you are my hero. and my best friend. we've been through so much.. i've learned truly, my snugglesoldier. i've learned.. you are on my side. and you weren't going to go anywhere. i believe it with all my heart. i feel it, everywhere. no more pain. just unconditional love. i'm here for you, no matter what happens to us. i miss your gentle touch, honey.. and i'd give it all for a second chance to be the one to feel safe in your loving embrace, and to be the one to kiss away all your tears.
"Please forgive me... I know not what I do.
Please forgive me... I can't stop lovin' you..
Don't deny me... This pain I'm going through...
Please forgive me... If I need you like I do.
Please believe me... Every word I say is true.
Please forgive me... I can't stop lovin' you..."
please.. one more fight to rid Do Has of that evil thunder cloud.. and bring out that brightest sun that lights up our hearts, and draws our spirits together, as one.
this song hits me close to home, right now.. i hope he can someday forgive me.. he's so amazing in every little way. his arms were my home of the strongest stone. but even the strongest stone, when knicked in the wrong place.. can shatter a thousand pieces, and one big lovable heart. and to me, he was perfect in every way. i just want him to know most of all, he is strong. unfathomably strong. no matter anybody says. i loved him so much, i got scared.. my insecurities from my past relationship got passed into our own.. it's not what i want.. that's never what i wanted at all. i never meant to take those things out on you.. we were a team. we were supposed to tackle these things together. i regret that sometimes i forgot.. that you are the one on my side.. you saved me in the first place. you are my hero. and my best friend. we've been through so much.. i've learned truly, my snugglesoldier. i've learned.. you are on my side. and you weren't going to go anywhere. i believe it with all my heart. i feel it, everywhere. no more pain. just unconditional love. i'm here for you, no matter what happens to us. i miss your gentle touch, honey.. and i'd give it all for a second chance to be the one to feel safe in your loving embrace, and to be the one to kiss away all your tears.
"Please forgive me... I know not what I do. Please forgive me... I can't stop lovin' you.. Don't deny me... This pain I'm going through... Please forgive me... If I need you like I do. Please believe me... Every word I say is true. Please forgive me... I can't stop lovin' you..."
please.. one more fight to rid Do Has of that evil thunder cloud.. and bring out that brightest sun that lights up our hearts, and draws our spirits together, as one.
eternally yours, Laura.
You brought tears to my eyes...
You brought tears to my eyes...