Lyric discussion by alex_34 

Cover art for Donner Party of Five lyrics by Drop Dead, Gorgeous

I think it means that for most of his life he was fine, but now that hes killed a few people lately he regrets it espicially because everyone knows that hes killing everyone, he might also be talking to his wife about the eyes, unless hes killer her already, if not im pretty sure he has her chained up in his basement.