Mark Chavez was kicked out of Adema for being a crack-addicted alcoholic. the band isnt better or worse.
The somber mood of this song almost makes me think thats its about suicide. He says
"I will lose my mind
make it real this time
To leave it all behind
I won’t cry wolf
Show me a sign
planets will align
I’m gonna blow my mind
I won’t cry wolf"
To me he is Saying that he will kill himself, and he isnt just saying it this time. He really wants to do it, but cant find the strength (in his Mind) to pull the trigger. he always ends up coming back home.
this is just what i think, listen to it again, see if you find what im saying.
CORRECTION TO LYRICS:
"I figured out
I’m holding onto TIGHT
And I can’t let go
I’m hiding, I’m needy, on the inside I’m bleeding
I’m searching for something but
Can’t seem to find me"
Mark Chavez was kicked out of Adema for being a crack-addicted alcoholic. the band isnt better or worse. The somber mood of this song almost makes me think thats its about suicide. He says
"I will lose my mind make it real this time To leave it all behind I won’t cry wolf Show me a sign planets will align I’m gonna blow my mind I won’t cry wolf"
To me he is Saying that he will kill himself, and he isnt just saying it this time. He really wants to do it, but cant find the strength (in his Mind) to pull the trigger. he always ends up coming back home. this is just what i think, listen to it again, see if you find what im saying.
CORRECTION TO LYRICS:
"I figured out I’m holding onto TIGHT And I can’t let go I’m hiding, I’m needy, on the inside I’m bleeding I’m searching for something but Can’t seem to find me"