You see everything that's happening to you, but you're viewing it as a separate source, from a collected, outside perspective.
The character in this concept now sees what he has become after catching a glimpse of himself as a child, and he is helpless to do anything about it at this time. He's broken all of the promises he made to himself as a child, and has instead resorted to a material existence with a material soul.
It's about self-realization.
You see everything that's happening to you, but you're viewing it as a separate source, from a collected, outside perspective.
The character in this concept now sees what he has become after catching a glimpse of himself as a child, and he is helpless to do anything about it at this time. He's broken all of the promises he made to himself as a child, and has instead resorted to a material existence with a material soul.