I am guilty of throwing things to the back of the mind and denying that they are there.. It's easier that way... to hide them and pretend they don't exist.. straight down the line... strong and resolute
Yet, the issue's are still there... even if only in my subconscious..
I won't heal unless I cry..
But cry for what?... I deny that I will heal if I cry, so I choose not to... I choose not to grieve as I think it's unpreductive.. or at least I can grieve for 10 minutes and then move on...
But is that grief enough?.. has one dealt with it by passing thought on it or does one need to dwell and bathe in all it's sorrow to truly understand it??
My eternal dilema... and these are the thoughts which the song brings to my mind today..
Tomorrow I may listen to this song and hear a different song... I guess thats what 'song' is all about?! ;-)
Dealing with issues, huh?...
I am guilty of throwing things to the back of the mind and denying that they are there.. It's easier that way... to hide them and pretend they don't exist.. straight down the line... strong and resolute
Yet, the issue's are still there... even if only in my subconscious..
I won't heal unless I cry..
But cry for what?... I deny that I will heal if I cry, so I choose not to... I choose not to grieve as I think it's unpreductive.. or at least I can grieve for 10 minutes and then move on...
But is that grief enough?.. has one dealt with it by passing thought on it or does one need to dwell and bathe in all it's sorrow to truly understand it??
My eternal dilema... and these are the thoughts which the song brings to my mind today..
Tomorrow I may listen to this song and hear a different song... I guess thats what 'song' is all about?! ;-)
Thanks for reading