I don't know if she's committing suicide like someone said. I think she feels stuck in a rut and depressed in her life, probably in a long-term lifeless relationship. She's reflecting on how she got to the point in her life where she's so unhappy.
But by asking herself "what now" she realizes that she just forgot to notice the beautiful things that surround her regularly.
I love this song! It's so well written.
I don't know if she's committing suicide like someone said. I think she feels stuck in a rut and depressed in her life, probably in a long-term lifeless relationship. She's reflecting on how she got to the point in her life where she's so unhappy. But by asking herself "what now" she realizes that she just forgot to notice the beautiful things that surround her regularly.