Lyric discussion by ladynausea 

Cover art for Holiday lyrics by Birthday Massacre, The

Basically, there were times that had meaning and they were fun and good, but somehow, or for some reason they all ended. Now there's nothing left to do, sad isn't it? "Killing time to make us stay" Apparently they want to stay so they look for things to do to give them a reason to stay. "Deadlight" means to block out light, so this holiday that they speak of is a dark and gloomy one. As for, "Memories in paraphrase" well, I looked up the meaning of paraphrase and it said, restatement of a text, passage, or work giving the meaning in another form. So I think what they are saying is they are trying to think of their memories in different ways. Analizing these lyrics seem pretty tough but I think I have a good idea of what the song means. I hope my comment helped others.

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