"She loves me, She loves me not"
Could be referring to a guy and a girl in a relationship, and the guy is unsure about whether or not the girl returns the feelings he has for her.
"My love was my decay."
Basically, the love he feels, combined with the uncertainty is ripping him apart.
"He repeated to himself over and over.
These petals decide what's next for you and I..."
He is always trying to convince himself that she does return his feelings, and that he is just going to leave it up to fate whatever may happen.
"Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer on.
Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer...on."
Even in trying to convince himself, he still has doubts about her, and he thinks about it all the time, drawing out the days into unbearably long lengths of him and his thoughts.
"The worst was...the worst was this:
My love was (my decay) my love was...
My love was (my decay) my love was..."
Eventually, he decides to break apart with her because he cant bear wondering about her anymore.
"Finding oneself in such murderous shame,
Playing roulette with a flower,
Mislead devotion into seclusion."
At this point, the guy has fallen almost completely apart, after breaking it off with the girl, he now wonders what if she actually DID love him? Did he just end the relationship because of a stupid worry? And it ends up sending him into a seclusion, trying to hide away from the world, not wanting to show his pain, or at least putting up a facade to hide his pain.
"Devotion...
Scream loud as you want to.
There's no way they can hear you."
This part makes me think he might be acting normal on the outside, but inside he is screaming at everything, wanting to know whether or not he made the right decision. But, even though he is screaming inside, no one knows, because he doesnt ever vocalize, or even say anything to anyone.
"Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer on.
Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer...
Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer on.
Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer...on."
Because he won't say anything, he leads himself back to where he was, only now he can't even ask her if she really loves him or not, because hes pushed everyone so far away.
"I'll stop...
Stabbing...
When you stop...
Screaming... "
This part seems like he is trying to hate her, so he can end the screaming inside himself.
But thats just what I think, don't assume I know what I'm talking about, thats just what I gather from the song.
"She loves me, She loves me not" Could be referring to a guy and a girl in a relationship, and the guy is unsure about whether or not the girl returns the feelings he has for her.
"My love was my decay." Basically, the love he feels, combined with the uncertainty is ripping him apart.
"He repeated to himself over and over. These petals decide what's next for you and I..." He is always trying to convince himself that she does return his feelings, and that he is just going to leave it up to fate whatever may happen.
"Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer on. Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer...on." Even in trying to convince himself, he still has doubts about her, and he thinks about it all the time, drawing out the days into unbearably long lengths of him and his thoughts.
"The worst was...the worst was this: My love was (my decay) my love was... My love was (my decay) my love was..." Eventually, he decides to break apart with her because he cant bear wondering about her anymore.
"Finding oneself in such murderous shame, Playing roulette with a flower, Mislead devotion into seclusion." At this point, the guy has fallen almost completely apart, after breaking it off with the girl, he now wonders what if she actually DID love him? Did he just end the relationship because of a stupid worry? And it ends up sending him into a seclusion, trying to hide away from the world, not wanting to show his pain, or at least putting up a facade to hide his pain.
"Devotion... Scream loud as you want to. There's no way they can hear you." This part makes me think he might be acting normal on the outside, but inside he is screaming at everything, wanting to know whether or not he made the right decision. But, even though he is screaming inside, no one knows, because he doesnt ever vocalize, or even say anything to anyone.
"Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer on. Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer... Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer on. Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer...on." Because he won't say anything, he leads himself back to where he was, only now he can't even ask her if she really loves him or not, because hes pushed everyone so far away.
"I'll stop... Stabbing... When you stop... Screaming... " This part seems like he is trying to hate her, so he can end the screaming inside himself.
But thats just what I think, don't assume I know what I'm talking about, thats just what I gather from the song.