this song sounds amazing on the cd, but when i saw julia sing it live it was so heart felt that i almost wanted to cry, she put so much emotion in to her voice and lyrics. it's a simple song but so beautiful.
just right now, 2 minutes ago, i completly understood this song. i loved it since i first heard it last year, but just literally 2 minutes ago, i understood it completly. 1,5 months ago i moved from germany to california, to work as a nanny. it was planned since last october, this january though i got to know a boy from massachusetts and i fell in love with him. he visited me in germany before i left for the us, he was telling me how he will move to cali for me so we can be together. everything seemed perfect....
just right now, 2 minutes ago, i completly understood this song. i loved it since i first heard it last year, but just literally 2 minutes ago, i understood it completly. 1,5 months ago i moved from germany to california, to work as a nanny. it was planned since last october, this january though i got to know a boy from massachusetts and i fell in love with him. he visited me in germany before i left for the us, he was telling me how he will move to cali for me so we can be together. everything seemed perfect. then, about 3 weeks ago i lost my job. he came to get me from cali, told me i can live with him, what i am doing now. he is really awesome, supports me a lot... i dont have any money right now, no job... i am illegal right now, are about to discuss what happens (marriage, sponsoring for a green card).. he just cares for me. but then, 2 days ago i tumbled over an instant message history... 2 weeks before he took me home to his place, he talked/joked about fucking this girl, though he only knows over the internet. he said he is sorry, that he should have acted more mature about it.. even though we weren't a couple. and i asked him if he is happy, and he said yes and he doesnt want me to go, and that he loves that i am around him. i understand that we weren't an official couple but it hurts so fucking much. and i am just questioning myself: AM I WHAT YOU REALLY WANTED?
this song sounds amazing on the cd, but when i saw julia sing it live it was so heart felt that i almost wanted to cry, she put so much emotion in to her voice and lyrics. it's a simple song but so beautiful.
just right now, 2 minutes ago, i completly understood this song. i loved it since i first heard it last year, but just literally 2 minutes ago, i understood it completly. 1,5 months ago i moved from germany to california, to work as a nanny. it was planned since last october, this january though i got to know a boy from massachusetts and i fell in love with him. he visited me in germany before i left for the us, he was telling me how he will move to cali for me so we can be together. everything seemed perfect....
just right now, 2 minutes ago, i completly understood this song. i loved it since i first heard it last year, but just literally 2 minutes ago, i understood it completly. 1,5 months ago i moved from germany to california, to work as a nanny. it was planned since last october, this january though i got to know a boy from massachusetts and i fell in love with him. he visited me in germany before i left for the us, he was telling me how he will move to cali for me so we can be together. everything seemed perfect. then, about 3 weeks ago i lost my job. he came to get me from cali, told me i can live with him, what i am doing now. he is really awesome, supports me a lot... i dont have any money right now, no job... i am illegal right now, are about to discuss what happens (marriage, sponsoring for a green card).. he just cares for me. but then, 2 days ago i tumbled over an instant message history... 2 weeks before he took me home to his place, he talked/joked about fucking this girl, though he only knows over the internet. he said he is sorry, that he should have acted more mature about it.. even though we weren't a couple. and i asked him if he is happy, and he said yes and he doesnt want me to go, and that he loves that i am around him. i understand that we weren't an official couple but it hurts so fucking much. and i am just questioning myself: AM I WHAT YOU REALLY WANTED?