I think Chris is talking about his old self, the alcohol & drug abuser. It's like he met someone after a long time, and this person is looking for the "old" Chris, the one that "doesn't live here anymore". That part of him is gone and he is happy this way.
I think Chris is talking about his old self, the alcohol & drug abuser. It's like he met someone after a long time, and this person is looking for the "old" Chris, the one that "doesn't live here anymore". That part of him is gone and he is happy this way.