i'm going to relate this to a situation im in because it'll make it more clear in my explanation. basically split up with a bloke but im still sleeping with him while he's with someone else...
''I start to fear the worse, I'm feeling so low,
I shouldn't feel like this in my own home''
how bad you feel when the person has uped and gone after the sex...
''From all the giberish that's been pouring out my mouth,''
the whole, 'this is just sex i don't care anymore stuff...
''What was i thinking? What was i doing with that milf?
My chin is exhausted, man it was time for filth''
why did i sleep with them?
''Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be''
self explanitry..
''Rack my brain for explanations''
as in why are you doing this when you're with someone else now..
not sure thats actually what its about but thats my guess :]
i'm going to relate this to a situation im in because it'll make it more clear in my explanation. basically split up with a bloke but im still sleeping with him while he's with someone else...
''I start to fear the worse, I'm feeling so low, I shouldn't feel like this in my own home'' how bad you feel when the person has uped and gone after the sex...
''From all the giberish that's been pouring out my mouth,'' the whole, 'this is just sex i don't care anymore stuff...
''What was i thinking? What was i doing with that milf? My chin is exhausted, man it was time for filth'' why did i sleep with them?
''Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be'' self explanitry..
''Rack my brain for explanations'' as in why are you doing this when you're with someone else now..
not sure thats actually what its about but thats my guess :]