i think this song is about watching yourself self destruct, and self mutilating to bleed out the pain...aka the black.
"I am exploring the inside, i find it desolate"
...its like one day you wake up, and you don't know yourself, and what you know is death...feeling dead inside
"IF you listen..you can hear when the heart stops"...he's talking to the ppl around him, or maybe someone who's trying to reach him. He feels dead inside.
"I disassociate..." something traumatic happened that he won't name, so he's living inside his head while shit falls down around him...
And he can't be brought back to life. Self mutilators dissociate in the midst of their behavior.
Towards the end when he keeps repeating the heart will stop, is symbolic of the heart beating...
and the abrupt stop is when it...well, stops.
As for the crumbling refrences of grinding it to dust-he's grinding his heart up so he can't bleed black anymore, or be hurt by whatever the traumatic experience was.
"I hope to destroy the outside"-another reference to self destructive behavior.
i think this song is about watching yourself self destruct, and self mutilating to bleed out the pain...aka the black. "I am exploring the inside, i find it desolate" ...its like one day you wake up, and you don't know yourself, and what you know is death...feeling dead inside
"IF you listen..you can hear when the heart stops"...he's talking to the ppl around him, or maybe someone who's trying to reach him. He feels dead inside.
"I disassociate..." something traumatic happened that he won't name, so he's living inside his head while shit falls down around him... And he can't be brought back to life. Self mutilators dissociate in the midst of their behavior.
Towards the end when he keeps repeating the heart will stop, is symbolic of the heart beating... and the abrupt stop is when it...well, stops.
As for the crumbling refrences of grinding it to dust-he's grinding his heart up so he can't bleed black anymore, or be hurt by whatever the traumatic experience was.
"I hope to destroy the outside"-another reference to self destructive behavior.