another way to read it is that this man she's looking for is the one that could fill the holes the darkness put in her when she was remade and while she dones not know this she can feel it giveing the reasion for her deepressed look thew the game. so she hopes this man could take the darkness ways cause shes tryed her self but can't stop the pain. the high thats ending her could be the loss of her human half and it would see like it would take a miracle man to save her.
another way to read it is that this man she's looking for is the one that could fill the holes the darkness put in her when she was remade and while she dones not know this she can feel it giveing the reasion for her deepressed look thew the game. so she hopes this man could take the darkness ways cause shes tryed her self but can't stop the pain. the high thats ending her could be the loss of her human half and it would see like it would take a miracle man to save her.