I think It means:
All her relationships end up the same
But even though she's not anyone more important than anyone else, she wants more to life than what its offering her, so, She's done something to make sure that in this relationship, shes not just another girl he'd hurt or will hurt, she's done something to make him remember her, something none of the other girls had done, and if given the chance she wouldnt have done otherwise.
its been bothering her for a time now, and its just getting worse, She thinks about just letting go and trusting him but she knows that she really doesnt want to.
So in the chorus it would probably mean, that she'll let go if It'll make things better and lessen the pain and confusion she's trying to cope, and she'll somehow get the courage to do it but if it back-fires, then she'll make sure he knows he's to blame for it.
Then, probably during the course of the relationship, she considers just going quietly (thelegend part) But admits that she wont let that really happen, he must remember it, she's not doind it for whats best, its what makes her feel better, when shes having trouble he talks as though its nothing, And he seems to get a kick out of it, but, its only him on that.
Now its time for her to end things, she doesnt know whether to jsut leave it and forget about him and cut him out of her memories, its wouldt hurt but she doesnt want him to forget how he made her fall. She blames it on her past, but is thinking about the balance of happiness to the pain she's feeling, shes decided on it ending either way! thats just what I think xD
I think It means: All her relationships end up the same But even though she's not anyone more important than anyone else, she wants more to life than what its offering her, so, She's done something to make sure that in this relationship, shes not just another girl he'd hurt or will hurt, she's done something to make him remember her, something none of the other girls had done, and if given the chance she wouldnt have done otherwise. its been bothering her for a time now, and its just getting worse, She thinks about just letting go and trusting him but she knows that she really doesnt want to. So in the chorus it would probably mean, that she'll let go if It'll make things better and lessen the pain and confusion she's trying to cope, and she'll somehow get the courage to do it but if it back-fires, then she'll make sure he knows he's to blame for it. Then, probably during the course of the relationship, she considers just going quietly (thelegend part) But admits that she wont let that really happen, he must remember it, she's not doind it for whats best, its what makes her feel better, when shes having trouble he talks as though its nothing, And he seems to get a kick out of it, but, its only him on that. Now its time for her to end things, she doesnt know whether to jsut leave it and forget about him and cut him out of her memories, its wouldt hurt but she doesnt want him to forget how he made her fall. She blames it on her past, but is thinking about the balance of happiness to the pain she's feeling, shes decided on it ending either way! thats just what I think xD