I think this is about him falling in love but it didn't work. He did all these things that weren't like him and that made him vulnerable, and it ended with him getting hurt. He's now trying to explain to her how everything was so new to him and how she changed him, but now he's got to face reality and start over, but he doesn't want to.
I think this is about him falling in love but it didn't work. He did all these things that weren't like him and that made him vulnerable, and it ended with him getting hurt. He's now trying to explain to her how everything was so new to him and how she changed him, but now he's got to face reality and start over, but he doesn't want to.