This song is about getting diagnosed with a terminal illness. One of those people who never did anything with their lives, just bided their time until something came along, and BAM! it was cancer. "I thought I wasn't smart enough to suffer". That's the reaction; You hear the term all the time but think "It will never hurt me". And just like that, it flips you on your ass. I know that, because this happened to me. Excetp when I went under they realized it was just a severe infection. But still, you can imagine how I felt when I read the opening lyrics, as they hit me in the chest like a crossbow. They explain in full detail what I went through. SO yeah, no sexual abuse. Just the realization that your life has been meaningless, until you get a disease.
This song is about getting diagnosed with a terminal illness. One of those people who never did anything with their lives, just bided their time until something came along, and BAM! it was cancer. "I thought I wasn't smart enough to suffer". That's the reaction; You hear the term all the time but think "It will never hurt me". And just like that, it flips you on your ass. I know that, because this happened to me. Excetp when I went under they realized it was just a severe infection. But still, you can imagine how I felt when I read the opening lyrics, as they hit me in the chest like a crossbow. They explain in full detail what I went through. SO yeah, no sexual abuse. Just the realization that your life has been meaningless, until you get a disease.