this song has special meaning to me
whenever i hear it i think of:
this guy.. that i really want to be with but he's too worried about our friend who has a crush on me. we have to keep everything hidden and it's terrible.. we are all over each other and he's telling me he loves me but he doesn't want to be a bad friend. too late. i can tell that he feels bad, and has a heavy heart for doing this to me.. so he makes up all these weak reasons but i can tell that he means none of it and he really wants what i do.
the only reason i'm not just being like 'fuck this' is because i'm actually in love with the boy.. it's been forever since this started.. when he says ' tell me that you need me while i slowly fall apart ' i feel that way when this guy tells me he loves me.. and then asks that it be a secret.. i'm like damn.. you say all this but it's killing me.. and he talks about healing the heartache that to me is me telling him that .. when i hear him talk to zack about how he doesn't have feelings for me but there's zero emotion in it.. it's pretty much a conditioned response from him.. it's obvious to everyone except for zack that he wants to be with me but i believe that is just because zack only sees what he wants..
this song has special meaning to me whenever i hear it i think of: this guy.. that i really want to be with but he's too worried about our friend who has a crush on me. we have to keep everything hidden and it's terrible.. we are all over each other and he's telling me he loves me but he doesn't want to be a bad friend. too late. i can tell that he feels bad, and has a heavy heart for doing this to me.. so he makes up all these weak reasons but i can tell that he means none of it and he really wants what i do. the only reason i'm not just being like 'fuck this' is because i'm actually in love with the boy.. it's been forever since this started.. when he says ' tell me that you need me while i slowly fall apart ' i feel that way when this guy tells me he loves me.. and then asks that it be a secret.. i'm like damn.. you say all this but it's killing me.. and he talks about healing the heartache that to me is me telling him that .. when i hear him talk to zack about how he doesn't have feelings for me but there's zero emotion in it.. it's pretty much a conditioned response from him.. it's obvious to everyone except for zack that he wants to be with me but i believe that is just because zack only sees what he wants..