@fatpom Not sure when this was written, but if it was before Layne died, Jerry may have been in turmoil over the fact that he knew his band was imploding, and none of them had a Plan B. So he\'s dying inside because the one thing he wanted, and got, is now disappearing in front of him. Plus he feels guilty that people tell him how proud his mother would be of his success, but internally he cringes cos he knows the truth of the real debauchery behind the scenes: whores, drugs, drinking, etc., things he knows his mother would...
@fatpom Not sure when this was written, but if it was before Layne died, Jerry may have been in turmoil over the fact that he knew his band was imploding, and none of them had a Plan B. So he\'s dying inside because the one thing he wanted, and got, is now disappearing in front of him. Plus he feels guilty that people tell him how proud his mother would be of his success, but internally he cringes cos he knows the truth of the real debauchery behind the scenes: whores, drugs, drinking, etc., things he knows his mother would NOT be proud of. I think Jerry acts like a big rock star, but deep down, he\'s just a good, solid, overall nice guy with a decent moral upbringing, and so he\'s always struggled with that dichotomy.
This is Jerry saying being a big rock star isn't all its cracked up to be.
Everyone looks at him like he has everything, but he feels like he has nothing.
@fatpom Not sure when this was written, but if it was before Layne died, Jerry may have been in turmoil over the fact that he knew his band was imploding, and none of them had a Plan B. So he\'s dying inside because the one thing he wanted, and got, is now disappearing in front of him. Plus he feels guilty that people tell him how proud his mother would be of his success, but internally he cringes cos he knows the truth of the real debauchery behind the scenes: whores, drugs, drinking, etc., things he knows his mother would...
@fatpom Not sure when this was written, but if it was before Layne died, Jerry may have been in turmoil over the fact that he knew his band was imploding, and none of them had a Plan B. So he\'s dying inside because the one thing he wanted, and got, is now disappearing in front of him. Plus he feels guilty that people tell him how proud his mother would be of his success, but internally he cringes cos he knows the truth of the real debauchery behind the scenes: whores, drugs, drinking, etc., things he knows his mother would NOT be proud of. I think Jerry acts like a big rock star, but deep down, he\'s just a good, solid, overall nice guy with a decent moral upbringing, and so he\'s always struggled with that dichotomy.