I cry evrytime i here this song. I can really relate to it. I lost my own mother last year. I'm only 12, so i feel sad that i wont be able to live the rest of my young life with her. its hard, u no. sometimes i wanna kill myself, and i have plenty of good reasons to. but, that wouldnt solve much. I'd just make more tears. I bite myself to control my emotions. It hurts, but it works. Am i going emo? ask my friends, and they would say no. I laugh outside, but i still feel crushed inside. I have mood swings often, and it only started after she died. I hate it. one second, i feel happy and the next, i feel like dying. its horrible. sometimes I wish someone would help, other times I just want to be alone. I get nightmares a lot, 2. usually, i turn into a monster and kill someone. (one time i ATE Die-chan) They say if you see a monster in your dream, it means that u r making other people's lives difficult by being depressed. ironic how it is tru about me.
sry, i get like that sometimes. anyways, i LOVE this song to death, but the video ruins it >.< o well. its still awesome
I cry evrytime i here this song. I can really relate to it. I lost my own mother last year. I'm only 12, so i feel sad that i wont be able to live the rest of my young life with her. its hard, u no. sometimes i wanna kill myself, and i have plenty of good reasons to. but, that wouldnt solve much. I'd just make more tears. I bite myself to control my emotions. It hurts, but it works. Am i going emo? ask my friends, and they would say no. I laugh outside, but i still feel crushed inside. I have mood swings often, and it only started after she died. I hate it. one second, i feel happy and the next, i feel like dying. its horrible. sometimes I wish someone would help, other times I just want to be alone. I get nightmares a lot, 2. usually, i turn into a monster and kill someone. (one time i ATE Die-chan) They say if you see a monster in your dream, it means that u r making other people's lives difficult by being depressed. ironic how it is tru about me.
sry, i get like that sometimes. anyways, i LOVE this song to death, but the video ruins it >.< o well. its still awesome