i think it's about being in a relationship, and sort of being split down the middle with feelings and stuff. he's tried every way to keep the relationship going, but the truth is that he's torn. he sees that the relationship is dying even though he's desperately trying to keep it alive. then he talks about how he doesn't really believe in fate deciding your life and how he can pretend that he's balanced when it comes to feeling apathetic and thrilled, but the doubts really outweigh everything else.
the video concept is amazing and describes the overall theme of the song, he has two different sides sort of battling eachother each day.
some of these lyrics are off.
i think it's about being in a relationship, and sort of being split down the middle with feelings and stuff. he's tried every way to keep the relationship going, but the truth is that he's torn. he sees that the relationship is dying even though he's desperately trying to keep it alive. then he talks about how he doesn't really believe in fate deciding your life and how he can pretend that he's balanced when it comes to feeling apathetic and thrilled, but the doubts really outweigh everything else.
the video concept is amazing and describes the overall theme of the song, he has two different sides sort of battling eachother each day.