I Haven't Been Myself Lately Lyrics

Lyric discussion by sonoftheone 

Cover art for I Haven't Been Myself Lately lyrics by John Reuben

To me it sounds like he's talking about an addiction of some sort. It's like it takes you away from reality and you don't feel like your yourself. Maybe something that he swore he wouldn't do, and then found himself doing: "It went from no way, never to okay, whatever" Also, he refused accountability, a popular method for overcoming addiction.