Lyric discussion by TheseApples 

Cover art for Leave lyrics by Barenaked Ladies

According to the podcast, after his brother's death, Ed would dream that his brother was still there ("Apparition still won't leave me alone") and that he couldn't mourne him properly because it was like he was still alive ("How am I supposed to remember you when you won't let me forget?") Probably my favorite BNL lyric of all time.