envirohodges, by "does it" do you mean has sex? I couldn't really tell from the comment if you meant sex or getting drunk.
If you do, then I agree. She's gone to this party, gotten drunk, had sex, and now regrets it because it's nothing like she imagined it would be. When she says that she "pull[s] away while you're inside," she starts to remove herself from the situation and, also, I think, resents the guy. She distances herself from him.
I love the line when she says that she didn't know it would be so boring. And the snoring is fantastic.
I think the crueler version her dad is a hint at the consequences she faces when she comes home from this party, but that's not really as important to her, I think, than the fact that this "cooler version of herself" didn't live up to her expectations. The whole thing was just a big disappointment for her.
envirohodges, by "does it" do you mean has sex? I couldn't really tell from the comment if you meant sex or getting drunk.
If you do, then I agree. She's gone to this party, gotten drunk, had sex, and now regrets it because it's nothing like she imagined it would be. When she says that she "pull[s] away while you're inside," she starts to remove herself from the situation and, also, I think, resents the guy. She distances herself from him.
I love the line when she says that she didn't know it would be so boring. And the snoring is fantastic.
I think the crueler version her dad is a hint at the consequences she faces when she comes home from this party, but that's not really as important to her, I think, than the fact that this "cooler version of herself" didn't live up to her expectations. The whole thing was just a big disappointment for her.