He's figuring out who he really is when this whole time he thought he already knew but turns out he didn't. He could have made a lot of mistakes and told so many lies that he's ashamed of and he's looking back on it.
The lies he told make up his life and he doesn't like it whatsoever. Hitting rock bottom really opened up his eyes and now he's turning to God and telling himself and God that he'll do better and make things right somehow and in the end of it all, he'll be a better person and he knows he can do it.
Where it says, "I'm in the middle of nothing and that's where I want to be" He's saying right now, things have gotton so bad that he may not feel anything anymore, everything is just too much for him that it just seems worthless and it's nothing to him anymore and for feeling so stressed for so long, it feels good to have relief in nothing cause you have nothing to worry about.
This makes sense to me, and I hope it makes sense for you guys too cause when I try to explain this part, it seems like it makes no sense at all.
He's figuring out who he really is when this whole time he thought he already knew but turns out he didn't. He could have made a lot of mistakes and told so many lies that he's ashamed of and he's looking back on it.
The lies he told make up his life and he doesn't like it whatsoever. Hitting rock bottom really opened up his eyes and now he's turning to God and telling himself and God that he'll do better and make things right somehow and in the end of it all, he'll be a better person and he knows he can do it.
Where it says, "I'm in the middle of nothing and that's where I want to be" He's saying right now, things have gotton so bad that he may not feel anything anymore, everything is just too much for him that it just seems worthless and it's nothing to him anymore and for feeling so stressed for so long, it feels good to have relief in nothing cause you have nothing to worry about. This makes sense to me, and I hope it makes sense for you guys too cause when I try to explain this part, it seems like it makes no sense at all.