I think this is how about how he loves this woman and she loves him back but she can't live with him because she lies a normal life where Ashcroft lives a depressed drugged up life. So she doesn't go with him even though she loves him and he can't understand why because he is caught up in how much he loves her and not in how bad his life is.
I think this is how about how he loves this woman and she loves him back but she can't live with him because she lies a normal life where Ashcroft lives a depressed drugged up life. So she doesn't go with him even though she loves him and he can't understand why because he is caught up in how much he loves her and not in how bad his life is.