His girlfriend is PISSED at him for something, something big (calling him to pull the trigger), and they have been fighting. And he pleads forgiveness. He asks her to take all the time she needs to come to terms with what he did (take a long trip or a short ride). He says that it's not all his fault (Some would put the blame on you). He is "fearing" that she doesn't love him anymore, but he says that he can't escape his love for her.
His girlfriend is PISSED at him for something, something big (calling him to pull the trigger), and they have been fighting. And he pleads forgiveness. He asks her to take all the time she needs to come to terms with what he did (take a long trip or a short ride). He says that it's not all his fault (Some would put the blame on you). He is "fearing" that she doesn't love him anymore, but he says that he can't escape his love for her.