the overall song possibly refers to how the singer is constantly being used (abused might be a better term) by the person he loves, but will continue to bury his own pain in order to protect this loved one from experiencing pain. the only time he can express this pain is when he is trying to sleep and reflect on how he will always be there for his loved one, no matter how long it takes that person to love him back
the overall song possibly refers to how the singer is constantly being used (abused might be a better term) by the person he loves, but will continue to bury his own pain in order to protect this loved one from experiencing pain. the only time he can express this pain is when he is trying to sleep and reflect on how he will always be there for his loved one, no matter how long it takes that person to love him back