I think they might mean basically going crazy and thinking really fucked up things, evident in lines such as:
"My heart's been racing with my mind to the finish line of these fevered times"
"Confusion replaces clarity, a neurotic rearrangement
You know the feeling when down feels u"
Etc
"These thoughts I can't control and shooting through my veins these heightened senses overwhelming"
I think they might mean basically going crazy and thinking really fucked up things, evident in lines such as: "My heart's been racing with my mind to the finish line of these fevered times" "Confusion replaces clarity, a neurotic rearrangement You know the feeling when down feels u" Etc "These thoughts I can't control and shooting through my veins these heightened senses overwhelming"