i think she might be trying to say that our lives arnt as good as we convince ourselves they are, and basically we are just disillusioned because we dress the world up and tell ourselves we have a good life, missseeing it for what it really is, our hell. If we stopped pretending the world/ourlives are good, we'd see what it really is and it would be devistating for us and emily (When we stop my hands will shake,
My eyes will burn, my throat will ache) what she thought was good(the world/her life) really isnt at all. The bullet in the gun refers to our fates being sealed by death and i think she could have being trying to save mabye her father since he died recently. Basically i think shes expressing how she sees the world in her time of grieving over her father.
i think she might be trying to say that our lives arnt as good as we convince ourselves they are, and basically we are just disillusioned because we dress the world up and tell ourselves we have a good life, missseeing it for what it really is, our hell. If we stopped pretending the world/ourlives are good, we'd see what it really is and it would be devistating for us and emily (When we stop my hands will shake, My eyes will burn, my throat will ache) what she thought was good(the world/her life) really isnt at all. The bullet in the gun refers to our fates being sealed by death and i think she could have being trying to save mabye her father since he died recently. Basically i think shes expressing how she sees the world in her time of grieving over her father.