I think "Bottled" means trapped. Like trapped in one's own life.
"To stare into what's next
It frightens me
No control, no reward
I'm in circles again"
These words suggest that. Bottled refers to alcohol as well, as he is in a state that he fails to change. He just "channels the pain" into alcohol. And thinking about "Tonight I drink myself sober": have you felt that when you drink a bit you feel you can see your whole life-situation a lot clearer? I think he implies to that feeling.
I think "Bottled" means trapped. Like trapped in one's own life.
"To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward I'm in circles again"
These words suggest that. Bottled refers to alcohol as well, as he is in a state that he fails to change. He just "channels the pain" into alcohol. And thinking about "Tonight I drink myself sober": have you felt that when you drink a bit you feel you can see your whole life-situation a lot clearer? I think he implies to that feeling.
Anyway Adrenalinne can be close as well..