my love was my decay,
-he had an obsessive love with this person..
which eventually lead him to doing something bad to her
Finding oneself in such murderous shame,
-of what he did
Playing roulette with a flower,
Mislead devotion into seclusion.
-obsessive love caused him to do whatever
which lead to his seclusion
(either because shes dead or she left
it sounds like he either killed her or raped her
my love was my decay, -he had an obsessive love with this person.. which eventually lead him to doing something bad to her
Finding oneself in such murderous shame, -of what he did
Playing roulette with a flower, Mislead devotion into seclusion. -obsessive love caused him to do whatever which lead to his seclusion (either because shes dead or she left