the protagnoist is a drug addict. they try to quit this drug, but they take it anyways ("I've blown my recovery") .After the initial feeling of being high ("living is nice when you're spun like a kite"/"Life is real when you're dreaming"), the protagonist feels that they cannot take this anymore ("I WANT OUT!") and wishes they can quit easily
it definatley sounds like drug abuse
the protagnoist is a drug addict. they try to quit this drug, but they take it anyways ("I've blown my recovery") .After the initial feeling of being high ("living is nice when you're spun like a kite"/"Life is real when you're dreaming"), the protagonist feels that they cannot take this anymore ("I WANT OUT!") and wishes they can quit easily
if you understand that, you're my hero