Masturbation, barely controlled, no one else to help alleviate the lustful desires. The 3rd verse is an oddity to me: is that his penis reciting the lines or is he saying that he'd rather be masturbating because he can't perform with others? Yes, perhaps that's it. It would explain his sweetest sadness: wanting to get it on with someone other than himself but knowing that he couldn't even if given the chance.
Masturbation, barely controlled, no one else to help alleviate the lustful desires. The 3rd verse is an oddity to me: is that his penis reciting the lines or is he saying that he'd rather be masturbating because he can't perform with others? Yes, perhaps that's it. It would explain his sweetest sadness: wanting to get it on with someone other than himself but knowing that he couldn't even if given the chance.