CORRECTION
If what you’re seeing is an open book
That’s great well I’m an open book
But I’m real shy
Now there’s a part of me seeking and desperately needing to open up
That’s strange because I’m an open book
A confused boy
“If I can’t crawl inside of you…from basement to ceiling, control”
He’s in love. He thinks the girl has to be a gift from God or something because he doesn’t like himself and doesn’t think he deserves her.
“if what you’re seeing is an open book….A confused boy”
People think they know him but they don’t….he doesn’t even completely know who he is (a confused boy)
“I’m an automatic steeple….give myself advice”
He’s able to help other people who feel the way he feels (depressed and lonely) but when it comes to getting himself out of that place he’s no help.
“I’ve got this post….myself in love”
He wants to be married. He wants that love and security - that fairytale closeness - and he’s willing to work on himself to get to that point.
“there’s Zoloft….charm on me”
I don’t have much of a theory for this one….anyone else? Maybe Zoloft, Wellbutrin, and Paxil never worked for him and he thinks there is a medicine out there that would work but he doesn’t know what it is? People are purposely not telling him?
“but when you…favorite book”
I love this. “you’ve got to suck it up - you’re not her buttercup - your not her favorite book” Those lines have that Blue October emotion that so many people feel but couldn’t adequately put into words…not that its just the words - the voice the overall sound...I’m a fan.
CORRECTION If what you’re seeing is an open book That’s great well I’m an open book But I’m real shy Now there’s a part of me seeking and desperately needing to open up That’s strange because I’m an open book A confused boy
“If I can’t crawl inside of you…from basement to ceiling, control”
He’s in love. He thinks the girl has to be a gift from God or something because he doesn’t like himself and doesn’t think he deserves her.
“if what you’re seeing is an open book….A confused boy”
People think they know him but they don’t….he doesn’t even completely know who he is (a confused boy)
“I’m an automatic steeple….give myself advice”
He’s able to help other people who feel the way he feels (depressed and lonely) but when it comes to getting himself out of that place he’s no help.
“I’ve got this post….myself in love”
He wants to be married. He wants that love and security - that fairytale closeness - and he’s willing to work on himself to get to that point.
“there’s Zoloft….charm on me”
I don’t have much of a theory for this one….anyone else? Maybe Zoloft, Wellbutrin, and Paxil never worked for him and he thinks there is a medicine out there that would work but he doesn’t know what it is? People are purposely not telling him?
“but when you…favorite book”
I love this. “you’ve got to suck it up - you’re not her buttercup - your not her favorite book” Those lines have that Blue October emotion that so many people feel but couldn’t adequately put into words…not that its just the words - the voice the overall sound...I’m a fan.