This song is about living life as it was planned out for you, but having trouble coping with the expectations of it. Then finding someone that he ended up loving someone, and being motivated to live by this person.
The person then betrays him, and he never thought she would. He lost it when he knew he was losing her, he fell apart because he chose her.
He hates her, and his motivation is resolute to live, to get by, without her. But in essence with her in mind, since his hatred has become his motivation.
This song is about living life as it was planned out for you, but having trouble coping with the expectations of it. Then finding someone that he ended up loving someone, and being motivated to live by this person.
The person then betrays him, and he never thought she would. He lost it when he knew he was losing her, he fell apart because he chose her.
He hates her, and his motivation is resolute to live, to get by, without her. But in essence with her in mind, since his hatred has become his motivation.