"I can't let them touch me" - this person is fearful of any human contact because it might just prevent them from going through with what they want to do (i.e. end her life). Human touch = love, warmth, care. They don't want that. It'll jeopardize any further actions this person plans to take.
"I can't let them see me" - meaning, this woman doesn't want to give anything away, doesn't want to appear that she's suicidal.
And the big thing:
"Crude sunlight rolling through my window
Telling me it's not your time"
The sunlight represents any hope, any positive aspect(s) in her life to keep her from taking her life, but "...still the voices calling" her to "c'mon".
Even with that sunlight telling her that life is still possible, those negative feelings overwhelm all of the positive... Probably because they want it that way.
I never realized the real beauty and fragility this song represents. It's amazing.
It's clearly about suicide.
"I can't let them touch me" - this person is fearful of any human contact because it might just prevent them from going through with what they want to do (i.e. end her life). Human touch = love, warmth, care. They don't want that. It'll jeopardize any further actions this person plans to take.
"I can't let them see me" - meaning, this woman doesn't want to give anything away, doesn't want to appear that she's suicidal.
And the big thing:
"Crude sunlight rolling through my window Telling me it's not your time"
The sunlight represents any hope, any positive aspect(s) in her life to keep her from taking her life, but "...still the voices calling" her to "c'mon".
Even with that sunlight telling her that life is still possible, those negative feelings overwhelm all of the positive... Probably because they want it that way.
I never realized the real beauty and fragility this song represents. It's amazing.