I think this song is actually about a relationship of lies...
Simply for the reason that he talks of a 'false apology'
See, if he really did feel bad about something, it wouldn't be a false apology, I don't think. So, if you break it down keeping that in mind, the relationship had a lot of lies in it.
I think with the "And to think that you would not be scared or surprised if I’d severed all these ties" its him thinking she doesn't love him. Hence, why she wouldn't care at all if it ended.
And, I think he refers to lust as the relationship. There are two types of relationships, ones that develop off lust, and ones that develop of compatibility. I think that the screams of lust are saying they lusted for each other in the beginning and now that they aren't lusting anymore, they are arguing all the time. The lust also goes with the "Tonight, you're everything... you're everything to me no more." Because she was everything, and then all of a sudden no more, because the lust ran out.
I think it also refers to lust in the lines "I feel so numb to see this bitter end of beautiful illusions" and "I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again"
At first, she was beautiful due to lust, but afterwards, he realized it was his mind playing tricks on him and making her better than she is.
And, lastly, I think the chorus is referring to him not being sad.
Because, him losing himself in anguish and needing help to get over her... I think its kind of like "I'm sorry, I'm sad this is happening, too..." but its a false apology...
So, I think it all boils down to a lustful, dishonest relationship that is ending.
I think this song is actually about a relationship of lies... Simply for the reason that he talks of a 'false apology' See, if he really did feel bad about something, it wouldn't be a false apology, I don't think. So, if you break it down keeping that in mind, the relationship had a lot of lies in it. I think with the "And to think that you would not be scared or surprised if I’d severed all these ties" its him thinking she doesn't love him. Hence, why she wouldn't care at all if it ended. And, I think he refers to lust as the relationship. There are two types of relationships, ones that develop off lust, and ones that develop of compatibility. I think that the screams of lust are saying they lusted for each other in the beginning and now that they aren't lusting anymore, they are arguing all the time. The lust also goes with the "Tonight, you're everything... you're everything to me no more." Because she was everything, and then all of a sudden no more, because the lust ran out. I think it also refers to lust in the lines "I feel so numb to see this bitter end of beautiful illusions" and "I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again" At first, she was beautiful due to lust, but afterwards, he realized it was his mind playing tricks on him and making her better than she is. And, lastly, I think the chorus is referring to him not being sad. Because, him losing himself in anguish and needing help to get over her... I think its kind of like "I'm sorry, I'm sad this is happening, too..." but its a false apology...
So, I think it all boils down to a lustful, dishonest relationship that is ending.
Sorry I said lust so much. =/