This is a really dark song.
The meaning is pretty straight forward.
He has been experimented on by aliens and the sense of being raped and violated has brought him to the point where he can't take it anymore and commits suicide, because he can't face another abduction.
This is a really dark song. The meaning is pretty straight forward. He has been experimented on by aliens and the sense of being raped and violated has brought him to the point where he can't take it anymore and commits suicide, because he can't face another abduction.