A light at the end of the tunnel
A secret society
An imagined state of illness
A tired factory
Atop the plateaus and broken peaks
I wish I'd thought of that before I pulled the trigger
The deficit and debt
I need a favor
I need you to doctor up
Some false documents
We're moving up the ladder
It's them versus you
But... I have no idea what any of this means. I think of suicide first and foremost, but the whole false documents thing...
Perhaps "pulling the trigger" is an analogy for getting yourself in over your head. Murdering yourself and throwing yourself in a pit of "deficit and debt" that you can't climb out of. Getting mixed in with vicious types. They want you dead. I'm thinking the whole false documents thing was perhaps something they asked you to do for them and then they'd help you, and it went sour, and now you're running from them and the law.
Which can easily be an analogy for how quickly and easily things get screwed up in any relationship.
Thanks for the correct lyrics. My interpretation goes into the same direction. As for the "false documents" part I have a little theory:
The "pulling the trigger" line is actually meant literally, but the suicide-attempt failed and left him in a horrible condition in which you cannot live normally anymore. Hence he's asking the doctors to make up reasons to be able to end his misery.
It's a little bit far-fetched, but it would explain some earlier lines to me - e.g. why he said "imagined state of illness" and "I wish I'd thought of that". It sounds like he realized things...
Thanks for the correct lyrics. My interpretation goes into the same direction. As for the "false documents" part I have a little theory:
The "pulling the trigger" line is actually meant literally, but the suicide-attempt failed and left him in a horrible condition in which you cannot live normally anymore. Hence he's asking the doctors to make up reasons to be able to end his misery.
It's a little bit far-fetched, but it would explain some earlier lines to me - e.g. why he said "imagined state of illness" and "I wish I'd thought of that". It sounds like he realized things weren't as bad as he thought they were before and deeply regrets how he threw his life away. The whole eerie, tranquil atmosphere also supports that for me - it makes you almost feel like you lie somewhere helplessly, disconnected from the world, full of sadness and regrets.
Again, incorrect lyricses.
A light at the end of the tunnel A secret society An imagined state of illness A tired factory Atop the plateaus and broken peaks I wish I'd thought of that before I pulled the trigger The deficit and debt I need a favor I need you to doctor up Some false documents We're moving up the ladder It's them versus you
But... I have no idea what any of this means. I think of suicide first and foremost, but the whole false documents thing...
Perhaps "pulling the trigger" is an analogy for getting yourself in over your head. Murdering yourself and throwing yourself in a pit of "deficit and debt" that you can't climb out of. Getting mixed in with vicious types. They want you dead. I'm thinking the whole false documents thing was perhaps something they asked you to do for them and then they'd help you, and it went sour, and now you're running from them and the law.
Which can easily be an analogy for how quickly and easily things get screwed up in any relationship.
Thanks for the correct lyrics. My interpretation goes into the same direction. As for the "false documents" part I have a little theory: The "pulling the trigger" line is actually meant literally, but the suicide-attempt failed and left him in a horrible condition in which you cannot live normally anymore. Hence he's asking the doctors to make up reasons to be able to end his misery. It's a little bit far-fetched, but it would explain some earlier lines to me - e.g. why he said "imagined state of illness" and "I wish I'd thought of that". It sounds like he realized things...
Thanks for the correct lyrics. My interpretation goes into the same direction. As for the "false documents" part I have a little theory: The "pulling the trigger" line is actually meant literally, but the suicide-attempt failed and left him in a horrible condition in which you cannot live normally anymore. Hence he's asking the doctors to make up reasons to be able to end his misery. It's a little bit far-fetched, but it would explain some earlier lines to me - e.g. why he said "imagined state of illness" and "I wish I'd thought of that". It sounds like he realized things weren't as bad as he thought they were before and deeply regrets how he threw his life away. The whole eerie, tranquil atmosphere also supports that for me - it makes you almost feel like you lie somewhere helplessly, disconnected from the world, full of sadness and regrets.