It probably means he knows that he's been acting out his good faith(I know i've been a pretender) but he knows he does wrong, he wants to fix his life(Crash and burn n’ S.O.S
Somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life)
^^^ Little iffy about that but the last verse is pretty straightforward.
"I see you in your cloud looking down, I am on my knees today, but you don't notice me, I'm screaming while I pray" (He sees god, he is trying his hardest to speak to him but doesn't believe that god is in fact listening. So he's like fuck it I'm done with trying to speak to you) "I'm am sick of you, god, I am done with you) or something of that nature...
It probably means he knows that he's been acting out his good faith(I know i've been a pretender) but he knows he does wrong, he wants to fix his life(Crash and burn n’ S.O.S Somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life) ^^^ Little iffy about that but the last verse is pretty straightforward.
"I see you in your cloud looking down, I am on my knees today, but you don't notice me, I'm screaming while I pray" (He sees god, he is trying his hardest to speak to him but doesn't believe that god is in fact listening. So he's like fuck it I'm done with trying to speak to you) "I'm am sick of you, god, I am done with you) or something of that nature...