such a mellow song. to me, about losing someone who was always just out of reach. [days circled in red implying it was rare that he made time for her]. the last part sounds to me to translate into:
throughout their relationship, he's the reason she quit smoking[last cigarette] and get on the pill[first pill], he kept her up late[coffee] and rejected her[chill]. she thought he'd be the one to share firsts with[first kiss] but now she's all alone. she's unable to move on because he left so abruptly [holding still = dead, or dead to her in the sense he's gone from her life for whatever reason and there's nothing that'll bring him back]
such a mellow song. to me, about losing someone who was always just out of reach. [days circled in red implying it was rare that he made time for her]. the last part sounds to me to translate into:
throughout their relationship, he's the reason she quit smoking[last cigarette] and get on the pill[first pill], he kept her up late[coffee] and rejected her[chill]. she thought he'd be the one to share firsts with[first kiss] but now she's all alone. she's unable to move on because he left so abruptly [holding still = dead, or dead to her in the sense he's gone from her life for whatever reason and there's nothing that'll bring him back]