Lyric discussion by chardsofglass 

Cover art for I Fall lyrics by Smashing Pumpkins, The

Well, this is a stab in the dark, but I'm going to say this is Billy's sort of plea for forgiveness for all of the things he's said about his band mates and friends. The lines "partners in crime" and "playing judas iscariot" sort of back that one up I think. I've never heard this song though, where could I find it?