The Velocity of Saul at the Time of His Conversion Lyrics

Lyric discussion by MattisTrees 

Cover art for The Velocity of Saul at the Time of His Conversion lyrics by Okkervil River

For some reason I think that the speaker is realizing that hes tired of living life for God.. and that he just wants to live for himself and to live life to the fullest and just hope that God keeps him safe as he does so.