I'm aware sometimes of a thing in me that seems to attract every good feeling ("all my dreams") and then completely destroy it. It's like starving with the flu when you keep throwing up. NOTHING ANYONE DOES IS EVER ENOUGH --
in particular me.
So I keep doing, trying and puking up pieces of my self-satisfaction.
Unsurprising that so many songs have been written about a lack of hope, because not only does everyone struggle with it at least once, but we honestly can't get over it. We know life is worth something and until the last sign of it disappears, we're scared that we're "wasting every moment".
I'm aware sometimes of a thing in me that seems to attract every good feeling ("all my dreams") and then completely destroy it. It's like starving with the flu when you keep throwing up. NOTHING ANYONE DOES IS EVER ENOUGH --
in particular me.
So I keep doing, trying and puking up pieces of my self-satisfaction.
Unsurprising that so many songs have been written about a lack of hope, because not only does everyone struggle with it at least once, but we honestly can't get over it. We know life is worth something and until the last sign of it disappears, we're scared that we're "wasting every moment".
That's where He comes in.