"losing a star without a sky
losing the reasons why
you're losing the calling, you've been faking"
i think this is about making up an image of you or something you supposedly believe in that isn't really true or worthwhile... and you get so wrapped up in trying to convince others and yourself of this so-called truth that you even forget what it was supposed to mean, why you did it...
"oh hidy hidy hidy what're you trying prove?
by hidy hidy hiding you're not worth a thing"
again... if you forget to be yourself and just focus on this image (what are you trying to prove by doing it, who are you trying to impress, it doesn't make sense to try this), then that's when you stop being worth all that...
"how selfish of you
to believe in the meaning of all the bad dreaming"
and sometimes you give up on people or projects because you imagine it may all go wrong and then you believe it. it's like ending a relationship for fear of being hurt, and thus, hurting the other person. selfish.
one of the most beautiful, most melancholy, most post-disillusionment songs i've ever heard.
I heartfully agree. This is a very sad zoo-zoo-zoo song. I posted it three times on my blog (Amor Omnia Vincit). At first I tought the lyrics dealt with my supposed inability to truely love -- locked inside a metal heart. But now I see it's about the impossibility to escape from a fictious reality: faking / hiding / selfish.
I heartfully agree. This is a very sad zoo-zoo-zoo song. I posted it three times on my blog (Amor Omnia Vincit). At first I tought the lyrics dealt with my supposed inability to truely love -- locked inside a metal heart. But now I see it's about the impossibility to escape from a fictious reality: faking / hiding / selfish.
I've learned this distinction by personal experience in a lost love. A poignant desillusion to fight and to be blocked by an inner world that's locked. Due to faking, where even this wasn't recognized any more.
I've learned this distinction by personal experience in a lost love. A poignant desillusion to fight and to be blocked by an inner world that's locked. Due to faking, where even this wasn't recognized any more.
"losing a star without a sky losing the reasons why you're losing the calling, you've been faking"
i think this is about making up an image of you or something you supposedly believe in that isn't really true or worthwhile... and you get so wrapped up in trying to convince others and yourself of this so-called truth that you even forget what it was supposed to mean, why you did it...
"oh hidy hidy hidy what're you trying prove? by hidy hidy hiding you're not worth a thing" again... if you forget to be yourself and just focus on this image (what are you trying to prove by doing it, who are you trying to impress, it doesn't make sense to try this), then that's when you stop being worth all that...
"how selfish of you to believe in the meaning of all the bad dreaming" and sometimes you give up on people or projects because you imagine it may all go wrong and then you believe it. it's like ending a relationship for fear of being hurt, and thus, hurting the other person. selfish.
one of the most beautiful, most melancholy, most post-disillusionment songs i've ever heard.
I heartfully agree. This is a very sad zoo-zoo-zoo song. I posted it three times on my blog (Amor Omnia Vincit). At first I tought the lyrics dealt with my supposed inability to truely love -- locked inside a metal heart. But now I see it's about the impossibility to escape from a fictious reality: faking / hiding / selfish.
I heartfully agree. This is a very sad zoo-zoo-zoo song. I posted it three times on my blog (Amor Omnia Vincit). At first I tought the lyrics dealt with my supposed inability to truely love -- locked inside a metal heart. But now I see it's about the impossibility to escape from a fictious reality: faking / hiding / selfish.
I've learned this distinction by personal experience in a lost love. A poignant desillusion to fight and to be blocked by an inner world that's locked. Due to faking, where even this wasn't recognized any more.
I've learned this distinction by personal experience in a lost love. A poignant desillusion to fight and to be blocked by an inner world that's locked. Due to faking, where even this wasn't recognized any more.
Yes, you said it right: disillusionment.
Yes, you said it right: disillusionment.