"Just went through your eyes,
and the battle was fine.
Couldn't stand to see you streaming.
Now I realize that I might have been
part of the reason for your frowning."
Brock says that he sees tears in the eyes of his partner. And he realises that he is part of the reason for her sadness.
"Now the bottle plays a little factor.
Not the way I used to be, thankfully.
I was disguising a different matter.
Now I engage in everything, infinity..."
Here he talks about a drinking problem and says that he regrets that he feels everything so strongly: "Now I engage in everything"
"Help me back to awake.
Help me back to awake.
There were sentences with no direction,
those are pieces that I put away.
There is sadness in the reflection,
one long look is all that it takes."
This shows that the previously mentioned events are now part of the past. Looking back at them, he regrets them deeply, but he knows that it is time to move on; to put those pieces away and move on.
"And so I grey the heart and the shape.
That look that you gave, staring.
At empty help me back to awake.
And so I grey the heart and the shape."
Making your heart grey in this sense means that you make your heart stronger. We are all confronted with death and tragedy in our lives and we all have trouble dealing with it. And that's why Brock wishes to grey the heart and the shape.
"Just went through your eyes, and the battle was fine. Couldn't stand to see you streaming. Now I realize that I might have been part of the reason for your frowning."
Brock says that he sees tears in the eyes of his partner. And he realises that he is part of the reason for her sadness.
"Now the bottle plays a little factor. Not the way I used to be, thankfully. I was disguising a different matter. Now I engage in everything, infinity..."
Here he talks about a drinking problem and says that he regrets that he feels everything so strongly: "Now I engage in everything"
"Help me back to awake. Help me back to awake. There were sentences with no direction, those are pieces that I put away. There is sadness in the reflection, one long look is all that it takes."
This shows that the previously mentioned events are now part of the past. Looking back at them, he regrets them deeply, but he knows that it is time to move on; to put those pieces away and move on.
"And so I grey the heart and the shape. That look that you gave, staring. At empty help me back to awake. And so I grey the heart and the shape."
Making your heart grey in this sense means that you make your heart stronger. We are all confronted with death and tragedy in our lives and we all have trouble dealing with it. And that's why Brock wishes to grey the heart and the shape.