i think she realises that when she became the stereotypical 'popstar' suddenly the people who loved her most, were so disappointed. the line "i hit the bottom when i reached the top" meaning, without her fans and staying true to herself, she wasnt who she thought she wanted to be.. and this is her trying to get back into the swing of her old ways.
i also thought maybe it was to do with her breaking up with the man she was with during 0304? probaly not, but i kind of got that message
i think she realises that when she became the stereotypical 'popstar' suddenly the people who loved her most, were so disappointed. the line "i hit the bottom when i reached the top" meaning, without her fans and staying true to herself, she wasnt who she thought she wanted to be.. and this is her trying to get back into the swing of her old ways.
i also thought maybe it was to do with her breaking up with the man she was with during 0304? probaly not, but i kind of got that message